The Earth forever rotates
creating golden mornings
and shimmering nights
It never gets a break
spinning, spinning, spinning
day after day
night after night
creating beautiful phenomes
Yet she feels so motionless
The Earth forever rotates
creating golden mornings
and shimmering nights
It never gets a break
spinning, spinning, spinning
day after day
night after night
creating beautiful phenomes
Yet she feels so motionless
Where bees buzz and rivers row
Where frogs leap and sheep roam
Where the breeze is like coming up for air, and the smell of flowers is ripe
Where the goats gloat and fireflies fly
Where stars shine and the moon moves
Where rabbits hop and horses run
Where your alarm beeps and disturbs your sleep
Where you groan and moan
Where you get ready for school
Where you hope you’ll have the same dream tonight.
Sometimes I remember, waking up in a chilly, air-conditioned room,
Rushing to get my stuff in my backpack for the day ahead,
Driving 20 minutes to the parks
My escape from the mean people at school.
Screaming my little heart out on all the rollercoasters, no cares in the world
My best and only friend surprising me while looking out at the lake of Universal
Dancing around with her until my feet hurt.
“I wish there was a way to know you are in the good ole days before you leave them”
Often I think back on getting ready for a long day at school,
Drained as I finish up the school day happy to be out on a Thursday afternoon
Doing my homework when my mom walks through the door,
She seems different
I go to hug her, but I can tell she’s forcing a smile
She sits me and my little brother on the couch, I knew something was wrong
She tells me my aunt passed away, I get mad at her for lying about something like that
Why is she crying?
Oh.
“I wish there was a way to know you are in the good ole days before you leave them”
Two more years of highschool,
I’m starting to finally realize that nothing lasts forever
I’m getting older and there is no stopping it.
I’m scared, what do I do with my life?
Shouldn’t I be happy?
I don’t want to lose sight of who made me who I am today… my family
I could move away and live a separate life, and forget about the pain in the past
But, I don’t want to lose my best friends.
Choices are hard, LIFE is hard,
I’m not a kid anymore, I have to live up to expectations and provide for my family.
“I wish there was a way to know you are in the good ole days before you leave them”
Are they pulled out
Like a tooth at the dentist?
Could they be torn off
Like a Band-Aid, pulling every hair with it?
Maybe they are eagerly ripped apart,
Like a present on Christmas morning?
Or maybe they just disappear,
Like the leaves on a tree in Autumn,
Not realizing they’re leaving until they all are gone.
I’ve been sitting here for a long time
So long I can hardly remember a time where I was not
(Sitting, that is)
And I’m sure my leg will be cramped when I stand up
And I’m sure my eyes will droop and beg for sleep soon
But how could I bear to move?
There are castles being built around me
And then torn down
And then built again
And then torn down again
A vicious, fascinating cycle
That goes round and round like a carousel
Kings and Queens are dancing and delegating and declaring war
War over stolen sheep and sugar taxes
And they keep replacing each other one by one
Living in their castles of stone and marble and glass
And bricks and sticks and grass
And still I sit and watch
There are flowers growing around me
And then being drowned
And then growing again
And then being drowned again
The torrential rains must have lasted for years now
And I almost long for the castles
(Almost, but not quite)
On the good days bees will buzz and hummingbirds hum
And on the bad ones lightning hits a little too close
Buzzing and humming
Much more rudely than I got from bees and hummingbirds
I haven’t seen anyone in a long time
Not since the last castle was torn down
And the flood is up to my ears now
But how could I bear to move?
There are soldiers shooting around me
And then getting shot
And then shooting again
And then getting shot again
I wonder if what comes next is a graveyard
This time I do long for the flowers
But I see faces and skin and lockets with pictures of faraway lovers
And on some selfish days I’m just happy I’m not alone
I wonder what they’re fighting about
But none of them take the time to stop and tell me
And I never take the time to stop them and ask
But I bet there’s a history teacher, one hundred years in the future, who knows
So all I can hope is one day he’ll walk past where I sit
And lean in and tell me every secret these men keep close to their chest
Their chests that spill open far too often
I can barely bear it
And still I sit and watch
There are sunbeams circling around me
And then fading into moonbeams
And then rising with the sun again
And then fading into moonbeams again
And they’re tinted red and orange and yellow and green and blue and purple
From the stained glass windows that soar floor to ceiling
Ornaments of the walls I’m enclosed in
A cathedral, now
Named after one saint or another
And I’ve spent so many years watching sinners come to beg to the stars
I wonder if one day I’ll go to Hell
Then the light hits, just right, and a strawberry flavored light washes over me
Tinting my world with rosy retrospection
I wonder if I know too much
If I’d forget it all if I just stood up and walked out the front door
Or maybe the back one that the alter boys used to use to sneak in
After slipping out mid sermon for a smoke
Maybe the world is gentler when you don’t see so much of it
But how could I bear to move?
There are crowds of people rushing around me
And then falling asleep
And then rushing again
And then falling asleep again
It seems silly to me to spend all that time asleep
When they could get where they’re going twice as fast if they just kept moving
Since it appears they’re already in such a mad rush to get there
It tastes like chaos and smells like fear
They’re calling to one another with their arms outreached
And I once again finding myself wondering what comes next
It’s obvious they’re desperate to get out of here
Which, historically, has never meant good things for those who stay
(Which, historically, has been me)
And for the first time in many many many many many years
I feel a minute flicker of a wish, a hope, a plea
That someone will call to me
With their arms outreached
And take me with them, somewhere far away from here
But the flicker is extinguished as soon as my mind travels to that faraway place
I’ve never been there
And I’ve always been here
So how could I bear to move?
The people become faster
The people become less
I watch the back of every departing human
A miniature figure running into a vast unknown
It’s not so much that I long to leave
More that I long for someone to offer me their hand
Entangle their fingers with mine
And whisk me away
For the dark is all-encompassing
The stars are distant
I am solitary
Yet still I sit and watch.
Don’t be discouraged, don’t be malnourished
Accept what you have and don’t be bad
There is always hope
Believe in the pope
Always peruse
Because God is there for you.
Rays of gold
Beam upon the top of the world
Climbing higher and higher
Each pitch will aspire
Gravity dragging all hope
Life belayed by a single rope
All sense of thought floats away
The golden skies soon turn grey
Fingertips
Never satisfied with the minuscule grips
Falling
Moment of endless pain
Falling
The problem that overuses my brain
Falling
Degrading after each fall
Falling
Finally Rising above the unforgiving wall
Endless sky’s above,
The world awaits below
New dreams begin to grow.
The birds chirp with glee
As the sun rises from below.
Their nest deep inside the tree
Where they watch the flowers grow.
This isn’t any normal day,
For it’s the first day of Spring.
The rain has gone away
And the birds begin to sing.
They hum a little tune
To wake the world up.
And nature begins to bloom
While the dog has her little pup.
Soft colors paint the sky,
The sun in everyone’s view,
And the birds begin to fly
With the wind as it blew.
All the animals crawl out
From the confined space they hid in before.
They all watch the butterflies soar.
For spring has come once more.
Dear Sky,
You are full of endless possibilities.
Filled with billions of things,
The Sun,
the Moon,
the Stars,
You are glorious and I thank you.
You’re home to the sunrise and sunset,
And without you,
Nothing would be the same.
You shine and hold the light,
You, the sky, are like heaven.
Even with striking lightning and roaring thunder,
You remain beautiful and majestic.
Dear Sky,
You are a never ending fascination.
You are a waterfall,
Everlasting, unstoppable, and complete.
As planes go by,
And birds fly,
I will always look up at you, the sky.
Anonymous
Mom,
You are the light to my heart,
which makes you so smart.
You help me with every problem,
just to make me solve them.
You are the rose to my garden,
so shiny and bright.
I love you,
with all of my might.