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I’m My Own Mastermind

by Patricia Nehr, 2025

Each day, I have my own creativity to express

I don’t need to do anything to impress

My own way

Don’t care what I’ll say

I know what I have in mind

The words in use… will they be kind

I’m my own mastermind

Doing my own creativity to unwind

Words often easy to find

Putting doubters in their place

My presence… leaving without trace

I’m using my own words in my own style

Every memory kind or not goes in my memory file

The way I remember events good or bad

I am haunted by recent ones… with triggers leaving me feeling angry and sad

People undermining my intellect are just jealous of me

Their harsh treatment… I’ll never agree

My artful talent… I nearly gave up permanently

The judging of others… how I was set up to fail

How those who continue to be ignorant… past, present and future have a trail

I’m my own mastermind

I have to do poems that won’t come off kind

My anger… unleashing my own beast to say what I want

I’m not afraid… my poetic style I flaunt

I’m my own person… words give me power, strength to                                                               stand my ground

I know karma is her own mastermind… it often goes around

I’m not creatively wound

The look of disgust, words to inspire

My own inner fire

My brain with thoughts, ideas I own where I don’t want to be a bore

When it comes to reinventing who I am, I want to hold onto my inner core

Being told to live my life the way according to the way ignorant people expect me to

The need to be feisty and have courage in taking a stand grew

I know I am smart enough to know what I am doing is true

I’m my own mastermind

Not loving to be put into an ethical bind

Not loving being put between a rock and a hard place

How I should not have to justify myself all the time by                                                                   constantly stating my case

I should not have to save face

My peace and quiet I aim for… just to focus on my                                                                       creativity.

My own mastermind… need to maintain my sanity

I’m my own person, with my own intelligence I keep intact

Doubters who are all about put downs never attract

My values… how I express who I am in a mindful way

Being how I want to tell a story, I have my own artistic say

I am my own mastermind, creativity, self-advocating, my intelligence I outright own

Doubters who get in my way, I don’t even condone

I don’t dare want to be undermined nor overthrown

I’m my own mastermind

I have an ax to grind

When I know someone is shady

I see

Knowing their motives, I know I don’t agree

I know it, but these people who hurt are masters of a                                                                    verbal hit

So, it’s now about having plenty of grit

Reminded I’m being true to myself and that’s true

My poetry is about me, discovering something new

What I am saying and feeling is coming from within

Regardless if it’s to one’s chagrin

Creating poetry is my own personal win

Discovering I can do poetry later in life is pretty cool