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A Difficult Yet Wondrous Night

by Benjamin Thomas Brehl (Ben), 2026

Other people were laughing, smiling; seemingly having a good time

Then there was me  —  with my sad face. Going out of my mind.  Full of ME..

 

Isolated, quiet, helpless, hopeless  —  my fears got the best of me

If only they knew what I wanted to express  —  to have them hear and see

 

But, as the night winded down, I relaxed and became serene

My dreads and apprehension were quenched  —  the night had become un-mean

 

Feeling rejuvenated and new  —  wanting to share my newfound start..

I tapped someone I knew on the shoulder; I smiled from my Heart.

 

I lay in bed that night  —  I wondered about the cause of the change

The numbness I still felt had been lifted for short lapse of sweet peace

 

Ten years have gone by since that night of glimpsed Hope into the yonder

A reward of placidness of spirit is here… Upwards I do look..!